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[25 Nov 2009|01:32pm]
I don't even know if you read this but: I suck with words, but sometimes words aren't the thing.
Love isn't about words, it's about what you do.
And what I did, running away, it was stupid.
We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept.
But if you feel it, it's going to follow you around like
a hungry dog. I didn't mean to say that love is a dog.
I just mean I'm not going anywhere. I love you.
If love beats us up, lets just beat it up right back.
We can do this. If you're ready to make the jump,
I'll be right there to catch you.
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[10 Oct 2009|05:58pm]
Boys they make me =D and D= and =X and =/ all at the same time
You so bold baby )
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[18 Aug 2009|04:43pm]
I DYED MY HAIR )
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[18 Jul 2009|02:45pm]
"if you dont consider me a best friend i understand but i think of you as one. if not, i wouldnt try as hard as i do to keep you."

I don't think he will ever understand how much that one sentence means to me no one has ever tried to keep me around. He is the first
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[27 May 2009|12:39am]
[ mood | infuriated ]

I had a dream about him last night. I would rather NEVER sleep again then sped another beautiful night with him again. Because then I wake up and it hurts all day.

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[30 Apr 2009|03:33pm]
I HATE being dismissed because of my age! I am not a child do not treat me like one!
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[17 Mar 2009|12:14am]
I hate unpacking from trips but Pittsburgh was amazing and Guinness beer tastes like blood

Read more... )
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[03 Mar 2009|11:44pm]
How many times am I going to let you hurt me before I learn my lesson?
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[27 Feb 2009|10:08pm]
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So true [23 Feb 2009|12:36am]


You Are a Mediator



You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.

A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.

You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.

You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.



Your strength: Your devotion



Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness



Your power color: Lilac



Your power symbol: Heart



Your power month: June

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[19 Feb 2009|07:33pm]
So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
And nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now.

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had.
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And on a grassy hill, the lion will lay down with the lamb and I won't ever be lonely again. [03 Feb 2009|11:24pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Teddy Picker-Arctic Monkeys ]

Why do you have to be engaged? and how awful am I cause I still want to be with you

My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on the limb. All I remember is thinking I want to be like them. Ever since I was little, ever since I was little, it looked like fun. And it's no coincidence I've come and I can die when I'm done. )

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[31 Jan 2009|08:30pm]
Sorry but I am done with you, you are SO petty and all you do is make excuses. I honestly hope everything works out for you but at the same time most of it is your own doing.
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[29 Jan 2009|02:44pm]
It sucks that we let a guy (and a fucking loser at that) come between our friendship. I wish we could be friends again.
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[11 Jan 2009|08:47pm]
My Valentinr - okgogirl
Get your own valentinr
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[09 Jan 2009|10:17pm]
I want to feel something real. I want to be
intoxicated by someone's very presence.
I want the butterflies and mixed feelings.
I want confusion. I want the mood swings.
I just want to feel.
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[06 Jan 2009|01:12am]
I am scared to go to work

I LOVE YOU AND IT IS FUCKING KILLING ME
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[29 Dec 2008|05:12pm]
I completely cut him out of my life and I mean everything. Facebook, AIM, my cellphone, and stumble. I am emotionally dead right now.
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[18 Dec 2008|08:25pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out!

Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes.

Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past.

1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon / early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you...
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant


POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Total: 53
Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

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[12 Dec 2008|06:28pm]
What made me happy today day 2

Teen Magazine Pictures, Images and Photos
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